I know xanga seems to be so old news now, and I admit, I even forgot I had one. But, right now that I feel down, it was one of the few things I thought would cheer me up, or at least help kill time. I want to vent, yet I don't want to talk to people. How weird, huh? It also makes it challenging to vent. So that's where xanga comes in. I can vent here and not have to actually talk to anyone face to face. I feel I can't do that right now because the moment I see that person feeling sorry for me, I will crumble. I will crumble like a soggy cookie. My dog died today and I can't even describe what I am feeling. I don't want to think of what I am feeling. I guess avoiding it helps for the moment.
I just need time to take it's course.

i have a confession to make: well actually a lot of confessions to make ha.
1. i have started a habit of sleeping late, why I guess their are a few reasons one cuz of my old roomie, linna, who wouldnt sleep period and the other cuz of tv. funny when you think that i love to sleep =P and i like waking up early, but lately that has been hard to do.

2. i am addicted to playing games at the lazylaces website again I blame linna for introducing me to this website ha.

3. tv is my other addiction. the only one to blame is me for this one ha. I love to stay up late and watch the latenite shows: that 70s show, friends, the simpsons, just shoot me and finally yes dear. in case your wondering, yes the shows are on at that order ha i know the schedule.

4. i am into chocolate right now. i dont know why, but yes i am in a chocolate phase. chocolate cake, cookies, brownies, ice cream, candies, etc. i love right now. ironically before this year i was never i real fan of chocolate.

5. something that has began to annoy me lately is the tv commercials for the shows coming fall. by fall they mean september right? well if this is the case that is annoying to me. why? cuz i don't want to know what show is starting september, tell me whats starting in august man! i guess this kinda makes me impatient, but i dont know those commercials just annoy me.
....well i think i am done for today ha. yes lame confessions, but i am a lazy person (not a secret by the way) so i will stop here cuz to lazy to go on .

damn, its been awhile since i have written anything. well not much to say, i guess i do have a boring life ha!!!
summer yeah no school!!! no finals!!! no hw!!!!....ok i am done.
well i started working at Target as a cashier yesterday. i am waiting to hear from the film school and i plan to get my driver license soon (hoping).   pretty much thats all their is to say =P